What ever decision i made over the phone with K today, i hold no regrets. i deliberated over it for the longest time and kept reminding myself that i wouldn’t be comfortable or contented if i had agreed to the stipulated terms. Perhaps i was foolish and passed up on a golden opportunity? i shall never know. Writing undoubtedly has a cathartic effect on me, even if it served as some irrational justification. I felt less guilty while contemplating on Robert Frost’s comforting words.
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
And i, i took the one less travelled by
And that has made all the difference
Robert Frost
Relax and let God drive. Enjoy the ride!